Dear baby boy,

I promise I will always love you & I will always share with you how much your God loves you.

"There are accidental and illegitimate parents, but no accidental or illegitimate children. Your parents may not have planned you but God did!

'All the days that you (God) PLANNED for my life were written in your Book BEFORE I was one day old!' Psalm 139:16

God conceived your life before your parents conceived you. He WANTED YOU BORN so he could love you. This is why abortion short-circuits God's plan. God has never conceived of anyone, including you, that he didn't pre-plan a purpose for their life."

-Rick Warren

(Also read this article)

I am so angry and so hurt and so sad. I want to scream and yell and tell you how much I hate you. The thing is I can't. I can't because it is my decision just as it is yours to be where we are at right now. And it is my duty as a follower of Christ to take the high road. And if that means for now I have to keep my distance than so be it. If that means that I can't hear about your life than that's that. I won't say a word. I'll let you live how you want to and I will stay right here living mine. It isn't easy. It really really really hurts. I read these words tonight: "But hold on to what you believe in the light When the darkness has robbed you of all your sight" All I have is you God.